Antara Dua Hati

Sometims things won't happen like we want it to be. Eventually love life not all of them live happily ever after like in Disney movies. But that doesnt give us a wildcard to give up or be a quitter. ok. Here i have one story to share. I once read a novel. The early part of it happened to be closely related to another real life situation i've heard before. Here's the story.. Amy and Riz are close friends. They have been friends about 20 years. They spent time together so much since their youth. Yet somehow, Amy sense a strange feeling towards Riz. However, Riz still Riz. Nothing change. Absolutely nothing. Amy tries to ignore as she afraid that her crazy feelings will ruin their 20 years of friendship. Its enough for Amy if Riz stay close. One day, Riz fall for someone. As for Amy, well of course she's hurt. Things get worst when Riz changed. He avoided Amy as his new girlfriend, Yumi get jealous. Amy was so frustrated how LOVE can change a person. Especially when Riz pick Yumi over her. As Amy try to get over, Riz returned t her with a surprising confession. The truth was Riz realised that he can't live without Amy around. He didnt notice before because he was blind fold by their friendship ties. As for Amy she's in total dilemma as in the period of time where Riz still be longing to Yumi, Riz's bestfriend Fir came into the picture and tell Amy he have fellings for Amy. So now, its between Riz and the newcomer, Fir. What do you think of the ending? Will Amy accept Riz again? or will Amy give her love to Fir? or will Riz end up being rejected or maybe Fir will? and also what will happen to these two friend, Riz and Fir? Why don't you decide? Your ideas and opinions much appreciated. Thank you. =)

A Reminder To Self ..

I'm Being Sent To Pursue My Education For a Purpose. I'm There For a Purpose. I Study For A Purpose. And One Day I'll Succeed Because Of The Purpose. Look, everything in life has its own purpose. we live in this world also with a purpose. As an Islam we need to live for our Creator, Allah swt. That is our major purpose. And there's other purposes as well. One of it are as said, Education and Study life. There's always a purpose behind it. It may be for a bright future, or to make ur parents proud, or even to reach your goals in life. Well for me, my purpose are simple, to study to succeed and made what i do now worth it in future. Nevertheless, i'm doing it also kerana Allah and a this is part of my journey towards Jannah. Insyaallah. This is my purpose. What about the rest of you? =)

semester break!

Cuti started peeps! 2 months! waa waa whaat??? 2months straight! omaigodd! wut am i goina do. to work opcoz i'm not allowed. stay at home doin nothing. sooo cool.. --" oraitt.. hmmm. the exam week goes juz so so. hope i can score. hmm. ok cut that part out. haha. hurrrmm i'm at my wits end oredi on tis one certain subject. nak cuci tangan not yet want to. so i juz sit back for now and let it go wit the flow. haish!! puh-leaassee. and one more thing surprises me at home was a brand new siamese cat. name die kechik! lasak nye kemain. annoys much oso. haha. and it do remind me to someone. haha. kechik but always there to annoys ppl. haha. but i like it tho cuz 'kechik' tak make me feel bored at the very least. haha.even now he is disturbing me typin tis post. yaish! aku campak jauh2 kang baru tau. xD i'll be updating somemore soon. so anyo! =)

Almost the End of Part 2...

in less then a week final struckk! what have i prepared?? errr.. krik krik krik.
i wonder if i can maintain last semester pointer. i need motivation peeps! haha. anyone? anyone?
ok.
wut have i done recently?
mkt presentation. (wait! did i mention we made thru the semi's? oh yes peeps. we did. and it is so ohseemm!)
tpt presentation. (oso cool)
hurmm what elsee. i did finished City Hunter starring Lee Minho. haha. does that counts? lets count it in then. Adnan sempit 2 wit zira zaf and arep last weekend. it was soo epic! haha. non stop gelak lagi. the next day kluar lg. for dinner wit add members, aqil. haha. yelah kan. study week everyone go back. yg leftovers tu jelaa keje yg tnggl.
hearts and feelings?? lets leave that part behind. ha ha ha. not in the mood to scribble bout that. sooo.. thats all lah kot. til next time! TOODLES! =)

The Proposal (posted again for view)

Everyone has their own memorable experiences in life and so do I. I’m Kylie Edward. My love story was not as sweet as Taylor Swift’s songs, and also not as essential as Kenny G’s instrumental music, but yet, the story changes it’s atmosphere .I do believe in magic ,and magic brings him to my life when my skies are blue. Now, I’m presenting the memoirs of my unendless love story, “The Proposal”.

I still remember, that fine morning, while I was lazying on my bed, I received a text from him. It was so weird because texting is not his cup of tea as he prefers calling. I did noticed that during that point of time he was acting like a weirdo. He’s text was like an informal invitation as it stated there the venue, time and date. He texted me all the details, but he didn’t tell me the purpose of him doing that. All I can say was it seems like he’s arranging a dinner for both of us.

That evening while I was busy finding the right dress for me to wear, something surprised me. I heard the doorbell rang. I left my do’s behind to catch on the person at the door. Surprisingly, when I open the classic wooden door, I found out there’s no one else outside but there’s a black gift box with a pink ribbon finely tied on top of it. Carefully I took the dazzling gift box and have a look again outside if there’s anyone have a peep on me. After everything secured, I shut the door and get back to my room. I have a sit on my favourite IKEA chair in red, and slowly open the gift box. Once opened, there’s a card and there’s a memo written on it.

“Dear Kylie, meet me at The Regency tonite as arrange.Please wear the dress in the box tonite.”

I have a look in the box and took out the dress he mentioned. It was so stunning. It’s black in colour with diamonds all over the waist. I quickly put on the dress and have a look of myself in the mirror. The dress suits me well and I like it so much. Without wasting any time, I put on light make-up on my face. Just a little touch of mascara and eyeliner from Revlon and my favourite lippy from Dior. Finally, i pair up everything with a black purse and heels from Prada.

After everything ready, the man of my life came and fetch me at my doorsteps. Once I opened the door, he gave me a stare without any blink from his eyes. He made me laugh out loud that night. Without wasting time, I pull him to his car to start our journey to The Regency. In the car, before he start the engine, he took something from the backseat. It was so unexpected that he bought me a bouquet of white roses. I was speechless all the way and I noticed he kept smiling and gave me a stare each time the car stops at the traffic light. Once we arrived at the hotel, he did something that he never did before. Believe it or not, he opened the car door for me. It’s something he never did before. Never ever. In the restaurant, he already made a reservations for a table for two at one corner. The order was so delicious and I hardly eat much. We have a light chit chat while having our delicacies. It’s the best dinner I’ve ever had with him.

The night doesn’t end there. Firstly he tried to expressed something to me but it didn’t seems to be delivered directly. Suddenly, he’s off his sit and move towards the stage and have a discussions with the DJ involved. I ignored by focussing on my Ipad as I thought he need to settled something before get back on me. While I was updating my Twitter, I heard my favourite love song was on air and the voice, the voice was so familiar to my hearing. Its him. Its him singing ‘Your Guardian Angel’ by The Red Jump Suit Apparatus. I was touched and he did touch my heart with his singing. That night was a special moment in my life. Why I said that? Here the story goes. After he sang that song, he came back to our table with a smile. I can only said thanks and gave him a thumbs up for his performance. Next will be the desert. My favourite ice-cream, chocolate flavour with whipped cream on top was served. Yummy! Before I could have a spoon, I noticed something shiny from the top of the whipped cream. Slowly I pull it out and it something I’ve never expected. A ring from Tiffany & co. I gave him a stared and he kept smiling and said while holding my hands.

“ Kylie, I know this is something unexpected, I just want it to be a bit memorable. I hope you can accept this proposal.”
I don’t know what should I say, all I can do was nodding my head as the sign that I agreed with the proposal. Only Lord can explain the happiness within during that night.

That’s the whole story of The Proposal. Feeling delighted? In love? What’s more? I believed everyone had their own experienced on their proposal moment and so do I. For me it’s the best thing that ever happen in my life

Something to regret and sorry for..

At first you come close
at one time you move a way
sometime you act like you care
sometime you act like you hate it
one sight you seems everything
one glance you are sore to the eye. (sorry juz ncant help it)
yesterday you pushed me away
today you came made my heart flutter
no matter what you did in past 0r present
i'll take it as a joke that you always did
perhaps that merely true
maybe it is the truth
i always tell my heart 'kuenchana'
but it refused to listen
this stupidity in me for 'saranganta'
i will fade it sooner or later.
whatever come by afterwards is out of my concern
perhaps its just too little too late
or else 'it' never happened before
therfore, 'kumawo' and 'jeongmal biane' for 'nomu nomu nomu chua yo'

krom... anyo!

Because I'm Stupid

It's a real life situation that everybody goes throughout at least once and no matter what you do you just can't win. it was a destiny that most people can't get rid of and end up spending their life in the shadows of their love and never get to express it because they were to late or didn't ever get a chance. that is why this is a perfect real life love song, not a happy ending, but real life that is impossible to replace. a person once said, 'i don't believe in happily ever afters and true love only comes once in a life time'. other said, 'you may mistake wind for air but once the wind past it can come back but you continue living because your air is still out there.' The real meaning is love can be mistaken for true love until it's gone and you keep living because someone else is out there waiting for you. but when your true love is already in love, you continue to live in their shadows for the rest of your life no matter what you do you only think of that person and feel the pain forever till the day you die and possibly after that.

Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

i guess i'm stupid to fall for you. =)