Before I Fall In Love

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz, my hearts been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
or is it true could you really be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
but I wanna take a chance
Oh, please give me a reason to believe
say you're the one
that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
to give my heart away
but I'd give my everything

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
Before I fall in love

30/6/2010

today i’m involved in a career hunt by msu and ptpl college. its damn fun. i’m in the same group wit danny, aiman, shahir and azrul. mmg gegile arh! =D first task je da kne pushup 10 gaye laki. haha. tu ok lg. the worst part was i hve to gve command to my members. i was like ‘what?’ lemah lutut dibuat eyh.. nsib bek la lepas. the most xciting part when we need to make a chef suit by using newspaper only. i did it and its awesome. thanks aiman for being the model. =) we got 4th placing. ok la tu. but worth the experience. sgt bestt la ngan korg. i njoy my self.

done school part. now monthly rolloff. i played very bad. but its ok i’m injured. so got excuse la. i really puas hati cuz i help bat. mybe abg mus was rite, i can b a gud bowler but a better coach. =)

miss you bro!

Today

yeap! i'm still single. and dun think of having any cmitment for bf now, unless there is a guy who can really change my mind. HAHA~

well, suddenly there so many guys asking bout my status. haha,wutever lah.
being friends is fine wit me, im cool. i love making friends.in fact i really do want to hve a widening circle of friends. so, u r please to come and hve me as ur friend.

now, bck to today story. i got 75 for my english. i was like, wth!!!
knpe sikit sgt? after getting xplanation from ashok i was like," patutlah, mr joe yg did the marking" -.-'

haih! i could have get a better marks wit pn rosmanizah. =(
btw, essay on abg mus i got 40/50.. guess its ok. dgn merepek itu ini okla kot. xD

tmrw got MSU thingy. a talk on business,etc..
hope it goin to b interesting.

An empty beautiful picture..

iw as just having a sip of coffee at a cafetaria in a hospital last evening. the flower in this picture caught my attention and i took a few snap. but then, by looking back at the picture, i realise that this picture is kinda empty. juz like me, empty witout my bff around. Akmalnurikhwan! i miss u lah dude! i really do..

brand new stuff

New hotstuff. new sony walkman mp3 player and brand new handbag. thanks pa for the handbag and thank me for the mp3 player. i'm njoying my new stuff.

he's leaving again

he's leaving again. and i dun know for how long till he came back for hols. 3 weeks wit him by myside is more than enough to make me feel secure. now that he's gone, make me feel incomplete.

the way he treat me and spoil me make him very special. i duno wut is this feeling calls, but its unic and i never felt it before even when i was wit my ex. he is my bff, my friend, my hero, and my everything lah.

cant wait for his return. well, he's not "that" far. juz few km away. but we hardly met due to many technical problems. but its okay, there will be a day, where the both of us can spent our time together, hang out and lepak-ing.

i just want u to know, that we r now separated by our responsibilities to succeed in future. i still hold on to our promise to achieve our goals together.

remember dear, i'm here will always b missing you and <3 you. goodluck in wutever u do.. i'll be supporting you.

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bila kasih sayang dianggap cinta..

Tidak mengertikah kamu tatkala ku mengatakan tiada cinta untuk mu. telah ku cube utk memberi ruang namun hati ku tetap tidak dpt menerima dirimu. dalam pada itu ku tidak tegar untuk kehilangan mu. kau mendapat lautan kasih sygku cuma cinta yg tak mampu ku berikan. aku mengharapkan kau mengerti diri ini. maaf seandainya aku tlh membuat kau slh anggap akan kasih syg yg ku tunjukkan dgn cinta. wahai teman, maaf jika ku telah menyakiti dirimu. maaf andai kau kecewa kerana ku. kau masih muda, masih bnyk ruang dan manusia belum kau temui. mungkin suatu hari kelak akn kau temui insan yg dpt memberikan mu cinta yg kau dambakan selama ini. mengertilah bahwa cinta itu akn hadir sendiri tnpa dipaksa. segala kebaikan yg kau hulurkan padaku, ku hargai tak terhingga. ku bisa balas dgn kasih syg padamu,layanan baik padamu. tp andai kau mengharapkan balsan cinta dariku, maaf tidak dpt ku tunaikan permintaan mu itu.

Ku telah membuat pilihan, tapi ku masih ragu. apakah aku membuat keputusan yg benar. adakah aku tidak akn kecewa andai bersama si dia? adakah dia akn membahagiakan aku nanti sepertimana aku merase bhgia bersama dia kala ini. berikanlah petunjuk Mu Ya Allah. aku tidak ingin lagi merana.. namun,andai bercinta, kuingin dicintai sepenuh hati. aku percaya pada ketentuan Mu Ya Allah. sesungguhnya, cinta yg tulus itu adalah cinta yg hakiki kepada Mu… kini segalanya ku berserah kpd yang Maha Mengetahui, mengetahui segala apa yg bersarang di hati hambaNya.

as a start to this simplefolio

hello everyone and each of everyone c;
this is my new blog. to those who hve known me b4, the old blog is inactive due to the lost of passwords.. -.-'

anyway, other than 'eaz simplefolio' i'm also actively blogging on tumblr. i'll post the link in a while. sum1 did ask me why r u signing up for blogger when u alredy hve tumblr? the reason why is i noticed most of my collegues is using blogger. so i guess i'll post certain things here so i can share wit them.

ok, now i officialy announce the activation of 'eaz simplefolio'.. xD